I am HOME. I am exhausted.....I wanna cry but can't. I need to SLEEP!

Which should come pretty quickly....just need to throw stuff on the bed to cover me up and then I crash. More later when I am a bit more alive.

ame

Alrighty then, despite the nasty stress and major panic attack, I have managed to lose 5 pounds my first week. YEA ME!!

Now if I can just get through this week, but this time next week, I SHOULD be in my new little nest.

*HUGS*
Ame

Happy Friday! *Deep sigh of relief* As the end of the week is here, I am amazed at quickly it flew by. I am tired, excited, and anxious. I haven't hadd a good nights sleep in weeks and have found myself becoming increasingly crankier as time progresses.

On an interesting side note, I am have had 4 very vivid, very real dreams in the last two weeks about people I know. I do not dream about people I know very often at all, in fact it is very rare. So this sudden bout of dreams has taken me quite by surprise. I have much to ponder in this aspect.

Well, it time to head for work! Have a great day.

OH! Have a WONDER*FULL weekend. Do something nice for yourself. *Smiles*

Bright Blessings,
Ame

5 more working days of riding the bus!!! *Deep sigh* 15 hours of my life a week, I can reclaim! YES! I reserved my truck this morning, so making small, sllooooooowwww progress. I have all these lovely ideas dancing in my head about how I want to decorate and make it my sanctuary....I WANT IT NOW! *STOMPS* DARN IT!

*LOL* Oh well, I guess I'll bide my time....not patiently...but I will bide my time....I suppose I SHOULD finish packing! *LOL*

Love, Light and Laughter,
Ame 

Well, looks as if I am moving on the 12th. Initially I was disappointed, but I overcame that quickly. I have more time to pack *UGH* and now I have time to rent a truck and it will all work out in the end. It is all good!

The excitement is building and my attitude is improving with each passing moment. I even decided to give Ediets a try! I went out and bought myself a really good medical scale and surprised the heck out of myself. I am 20 pounds lighter than thought I was. Huzzah for me! I had really thought I had gained most of the weight back I had lost during the divorce....seems I was wrong!

My whole bearing has changed and people are noticing it, even some of my on-line friends to whom I  am particularly close.  I went to work today with such a great attitude, that the day flew by...It was a GREAT Monday!

I am smiling alot now and it is such a wonderful feeling. I have rediscovered the joy of the journey...how groovy is that!

Brightest Blessing my darling Xanga Friends,
Ame

HAPPY MONDAY!

Thought for the week:

CHOOSE HAPPINESS!

Have a wonderful week!

Bright Blessings,
Ame

Happy weekend! Be sure to do at least one nice thing for yourself this weekend!!!

 ,

ame 

Thought for the week:

Risk! Risk anything! Care no more for the opinions of others, for those voices. Do the hardest thing on earth for you.
Act for yourself.
Katherine Mansfield

Love, Light, and Laughter,
ame

Said good~bye to my best friend this morning and sent her on her way home. I hate good~byes. I had a quiet birthday, I was so happy she could be here with me to celebrate!

So, MY New Year has begun...so much to do....need more boxes *have I mentioned I  DETEST packing?*

I am off today...it is a lovely, rainy day and I get to be home to enjoy it...YEA me! It's going to be a good day.

Love, Light and Laughter,
Ame

   Let the Celebration begin!