I am so unhappy about everything. I took myself to lunch and a movie. I saw "Phantom of the Opera" again....had a good cry...*sighs* I LOVE that movie, can't wait til it comes out on DVD!
Anyway...I have the whole weekend ahead of me....will have to find something to keep me busy...maybe bury my nose in my books...*shrugs* I do need to check up on my friend....I do hope she is feeling a little better!
ame
Today is my Friday!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Tomorrow I am leaving for California to see my bestest friend and Saturday we are going to San Diego to see one of our very favorite groups, Blackmore's Night! They are finally playing on the West coast. We thought for sure we would have to plan a trip to New York to see this fabulous group. They normally only play on the East coast and in Europe. I am sooooo excited! Going to see some other friends and hopefully just relax. I am very much in need of this weekend. (Now I need to get my Cissy feeling better, she's sick
...poor thing)
So, if I don't get a chance to tomorrow, I wish for everyone a very happy weekend. Be sure to do at least one thing for yourself that will bring you joy. *HUGS*
Ame
*deep sighs* just told my roommate that I am looking for a new apartment...I'm glad that is over....so, why do I feel like crying?
I know this is a good thing...... he took it well, but I can't stop. This is so stupid...darn it! ....I just feel so silly...I'm doing something good for myself...I should not feel this way...my one roommate and I have been friends for a long time...I feel as if I am letting him down.
but I am not happy here...this has never been home. I need a home...a sanctuary that is mine...
The search has begun.....sweet goddess I hate moving! BUT I look forward to my own home again!
ame
WORSHIP! You're inner Bombshell is the beautiful
Audrey Hepburn. Like her you've been blessed
with a "certain something" that no
one could describe accurately. You are more
reserved than other bombshells, and that shows
in your gentle, graceful nature. You like doing
things for other people and love volunteering
for your favorite charity. Yours is a rare gift
in this day and age. You don't need to show a
lot of skin to be sexy, all you need is your
eyes. To see Audrey at the top of her game
watch the movie "Breakfast at
Tiffanys".
Who is your inner bombshell?
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Monday Morning
I was actually up on time this morning...*WOW* I know...I know! But I decided to start doing a morning Goddess mediation every morning and knew that if I waited until all was perfect in my world...my room spotless, my head on straight, I would never get around to it. I need it NOW!
It is hard for me to meditate....so much going on in my head especially lately. Such unhappiness and confusion. I realized after reading the words and the affirmation and trying to take them in, that I need to take time and sit and listen. I was so anxious to get online and talk with my friends and check my email, I cut off the Goddess. Old habits die hard, I suppose.
This week has got to be better.
ame
