July 10, 2001
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Here's a different dream...I am participating in a yard sale/flea market/swapmeet with Captain Aramis of the Rogues, the person I had the problem with a couple of entries ago, and her boss(he owns the center I work at). I was taking care of some of the sales items and came across some of those blank puzzle pieces you can write on, although the were put together rather strangely. They kept ending up in a pile of items I'm guessing were mine and I kept taking them out and putting them somewhere else.
I finally went to Captain "A" for some reason and told him what was happening, then I saw "her" sitting there. The captain gave me a box of loose puzzle pieces and proceeded to tell me what they were for, I tried to tell him I already knew, but he continued as if I was very slow. Then my boss quipped in about how I could use the pieces to write something nasty to or about "her" (that is what I gather anyway...maybe a spell or just a nasty note?!) Anyway, I told him that there was enough hurt in the world, I would not return hurt for hurt, just leave it alone.
**As I am sitting here writting this out, I am also telling my husband about it and he says he wishes I would let him tear into some of these people who treat me the way they sometimes do. ** I won't let him, because that wouldn't solve anything, although he would feel better!
So! I'm thinking there are things I need to work (Puzzle) out in my life. The convergence of my work life and the rest of my life is confusing, especially since it was my "boss" that gave me the advice on what to use it for.
Interesting and not a little disquieting, this bears some thought.
Bright Blessings,
Amethyst
**As her husband continues to grumble under his breath about how easy it would be to take out that *&%$@!**

Comments (1)
Greetings my Aquarian sister. I'm sorry it's been so long since I've been able to visit...
I think you are handeling it well..you are right...not returning hurt for hurt.
But....there is a place I think we need to find within ourselves...the boundaries!!! That place where you draw the line and let those who think they can push you about to meet their needs, knows...that they can't go there. It's a hard place to find...and sometimes feelings get hurt...but you have to do what is best for you! No one deserves to be pushed around like that..especally not you!
Blessings to you sweet sister...
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