August 31, 2003
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Will I ever stop putting my heart out so it can be hurt? He said he couldn't wait to see me tonight...I knew there was a reason I put this wall around my heart...and yet...I keep taking chances...putting my heart at risk...more the fool I am I guess. Ineed to learn not to want anyone in my life and be happy with just me...
Well, at least my chores are all done...I am beautiful(for tonight anyway) and I have two more days of this holiday weekend that I can use to pleasure myself and not worry about making anybody else happy. The next two days are all about me!