June 17, 2003

• I had a wonderful day today. A couple of things that would have had me hysterical last week, went so smoothly today it was almost frightening! My inner perspective is changing and it is manifesting itself outwardly in my physical life.

  
  

  I have finally resumed my studies in Paganism in general(Wicca Specifically). No longer encumbered by a man whose negativity almost killed the me I knew and loved so long ago, I am free to spread my wings and soar on my journey that was but interrupted for a season.

  
  

  My whole attitude is changing and it is reflected in how I carry myself and intereact with those around me. My friends are work are looking at me as if they were seeing me for the first time in years and the smiles and joy I feel from them warms my heart.

  
  

  Despite my family of friends at work, it is time for me to seek employment elsewhere. I am in such a rut with no where to go but out of the dreariness, hopelessness and darkness that has befalledn this company I have called home for the last 14 years. I can begin working on a resume now that I have a computer and actually utilize this machine to help in my search.

  
  

  The next big item in the overhaul of my life is my eventual move back to california. Whatever it is I was supposed to accomplish or learn here in Vegas has happened and the draw to California grows with each passing day. So my goal is to save enough miney to move within 1-2 years. To get at least relatively strightened out financially(which entails finding a job which pays better than where I am now…I have been there 14 years and make only $12.25 an hour. I have been told I am woefully underpaid!)

  
  

  So there…I actually have a plan…how scary is that? *GRIN*

  
  

  Bright Blessings all you dear people!

  
  

  Love, Light and Laughter,
  Amethyst

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