May 30, 2003

• I’m at a loss as to what to do with myself tonight. I would be in a flurry of last minute preparation now, if I were leaving for Faire tonight. I have cried this afternoon at the thought of not seeing my faire family this weekend.  I know I need the rest  and alone time…my body has been telling me for weeks…but my heart…oh my heart is telling me I need my friends.  I need their smiles, their kisses and hugs, their silliness and laughter. I feel as if there is a hole in my life right now and I’m not sure anyone understands. 

  
  

   I guess I should count myself lucky…my end of Corona depression didn’t hit until today. It usually hits the day after Memorial Day, as we are leaving the Faire, which has become a ghost town overnight. Mayhaps this means it will be a short sadness. I truly hope so. Oh, not to see my dark Celt this weekend…my heart is breaking.

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