February 8, 2002
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To all of you who have come to visit me and offer words of encouragement and support, I thank you very much. This is such a difficult time and knowing there are people who are there with hugs and smiles and a shoulder to cry on helps to fill the multitude of cracks in my heart.
Special hugs and much love to my dearest Dread...he is a scoundrel and a rouge with a Big Heart that's made of gold(but for heavens sake, don't tell him I said that...you know he will deny it and probably plank me for even suggesting such a thing!)
I know I will get past this and I will have a good life...I just need to plough through, do what needs to be done, and as my sister told me...feel the feelings and then let go. I don't know how long these feelings will haunt me, I feel as if I've done nothing but cry(I'm surprised my cats aren't swimming) and it takes the littlest thought, smell or memory to set me off! My biggest hurdle right now is getting through Valentine's day (Oh dear!) and my birthday! It is going to be a very rough two weeks!
On the upside(and there is one), my new year that begins on my birthday will be one of self discovery and adventure! This butterfly will break forth from her cocoon and take on the world in her own unique and wonderful way!
LOOK OUT WORLD, HERE I COME!
But first I must make it through this month and deal with what I have to deal with~LIFE!
With much love and Bright Blessings,
Amethyst
Comments (4)
*Dread smiles and points*
The plank is on port!
sail on... sail on!!!
I have read the last few blogs, I am sorry that you are getting divorced. I want you to know that even though your blog fans cannot replace your marriage, may we be here for you and comfort you
You are a great person and will be blessed with wonderful things to come.
Thank you Vampirella, I appreciate your support! And may I say...As I pose to do a swan dive into the clear blue water...Huzzah, I have been Planked! Thank ye Cap'n sir.(But that doesn't mean I change my mind about what I said...it is all true!)