September 7, 2006

  • HUZZAH! It s September....Autumn as far as I am concerned, although the heat continues. It is not as bad as it has been and I am looking forward to the cooler mornings and evenings as we head into my favourite season.


    My Ent returned home and we spent this past weekend together. I have missed him so much and our time together was short. He will be transferred to another base in the next month or so and will probably be even farther away from me than he is now.


    Two weeks ago I attended another SL party and saw some of my favourite online family again.  Spent time with two very dear friends(Crowe and Uncle David), playing tourist as we visited The Star Trek Experience at the Las Vegas Hilton {we had our picture taken on the Bridge of the Enterprise...what a treat that was...I kept expecting Captain Picard or Commander Riker to beam in and take us on an adventure} and Caesars Palace via the Bellagio. Uncle David and I danced the night away at the dinner dance and I had my first Cosmopolitan (it was yummy). I played with some of my favourite Toppie type people and didn't get to play with others who were high on my list as time just flew by. I love my SL family dearly and am closer to my "uncles" and "cousins" there than I have ever been to my real life uncles or cousins(Whom I have not seen or talked with for over 30 years).


    I have found myself getting restless and anxious again, I can't quite put my finger on why, but it is driving me crazy. I know that I am in need of change...on many levels{The changes going on inside are constant now...and I embrace them with my whole self!}... but I have no idea what else I want or need to do as yet.


    Tomorrow I am getting up early and going to my park....feed the ducks and swans, hug some of my favourite trees and mediatate on what is going on deep inside myself. Then some time at my library, perhaps a nap and a nice dinner.  Isn't it horrible how QUICKLY vacations whoooooooooooosh by? I intend to enjoy the last three days of my time so I can go back to work(UGH) relaxed and refreshed.(Hopefully)


    Love, Light and Laughter,
    Ame