May 17, 2006

  • Well, I became proactive in my life and spoke with my supervisor about the possibility of moving into another room in my office. I don't know how much longer I can keep working with the beast woman. I told her that this persons CONSTANT negativity is poisoning me. I can accept the fact that she talks about me behind my back...I could care less, but she talks about one of the sweetest women I work with as well and other people that she talks with on the phone(One of the girls she ALWAYS makes fun of has a lisp she cannot help...and this beast woman always imitates the lisp so meanly). Often disparagingly, maliciously, ALWAYS negatively. I have known her four years and have never heard her say one nice thing to or about anybody. On the plus side, she was told to be quieter by my supervisor(since HER supervisor is her best friend...so WON'T do anything to reign her in). YES! So it has been a little better these last couple of days.


    I can't work in an atmosphere like that any more. I deserve a relatively stress free work environment.( The job itself provides enough stress, thank you very much...and I expect that *LOL*) ANYWAY, I am waiting with bated breath to see if I am worth going to bat for after 17 years of dedicated service. I HATE the idea of having to start over.*Sighs*


    On the upside, after last week which was just so horrid, yesterday and today were pretty good! I was actually in a really good place today and am more positive than I have been in a while. I made plans with two very dear friends for girl's day out Saturday. We are going to have brunch and go see "The Da Vinci Code". I am so jazzed. I have rather turned back into the hermit I was last year and I don't want to do that again. I am NOT missing out on my life again darn it! Even IF my car isn't running at this particular time and I don't have the money to fix it.


    I am so very much in a SARK mood, I think I will be starting with her first book (again), "Succulent Wild Woman". Time to have a SARK fest and I deserve it! Then I will have my day with my Wild Succulent Friends on Saturday. Wheeeeeeeeeeee!


    Well, half way through the week...heck, halfway through the month...WOW!Amazing!


    Even more amazing( and I guess it shouldn't be, but it is sweetly so)is that my Ent is on the phone for our nightly bedtime chat, so I bid you a fond adieu.


    Brightest Blessings,
    Ame