May 3, 2005
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9 weeks in my lovely little home and 14 pounds gone!!!!!!!! YEA, ME!!!! I am just about down to my pre-Michael weight and I am feeling so good. I know that losing only 1 pound a week is good....darn it...I want to SEE it in me. Yes, other people are noticing now *grins* and my clothes are loose...*GRINS*, but I can't see it when I look at me...I see me as I was 30-40 pounds ago. *sighs* Despite everything I often feel ugly when I look at myself. ARRGGHH...I can't WAIT to be able to see it when I LOOK at myself.
I am going to visit Corona Faire in a little less than three weeks. HUZZAH! I have missed everyone so much. It is as if my right arm is missing. I am very excited, especially since I may be down almost 20 pounds by then. How cool is that.
That aside. I can't wait to see my California faire family. My arms are itchng for hugs...lots and lots of hugs.
In other news, I have been thinking really hard about what I want to be when I grow up. I have been playing with the idea of going back to school....There are two things I could pursue....Massage therapy (something I could use in conjunction with my passion for Faire) or Computer graphics...I do enjoy working and playing on the computer...can lose myself for hours.
If I can get grants (and I have been assured I can, being a 46 year old divorced woman) I think I would like to look into Massage therapy....I love helping people and can envision having my own little shop with someone who is into homepathy/naturopathy, aromatherapy, health food, herbal teas, and other cool things. A quiet, soothing, relaxing place for people to come and de-stress. I can almost see it in my mind's eyes.
On the other hand....computers...what a rush...hmmmmmmmm *LOL*
On that note...Happy Tuesday. *HUGS and Kisses*
Bright Blessings,
Ame