January 20, 2005
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*deep sighs* just told my roommate that I am looking for a new apartment...I'm glad that is over....so, why do I feel like crying?
I know this is a good thing...... he took it well, but I can't stop. This is so stupid...darn it! ....I just feel so silly...I'm doing something good for myself...I should not feel this way...my one roommate and I have been friends for a long time...I feel as if I am letting him down.
but I am not happy here...this has never been home. I need a home...a sanctuary that is mine...
The search has begun.....sweet goddess I hate moving! BUT I look forward to my own home again!
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