I GOT IT!!!! It is official! I got my apartment and I will be moving in no later than the middle of March! Ohhhhhhhh, to have my very own place again...my own kitchen, my own living room...and as much as I love my one roommate...not having to worry about anybody else ...it's all MINE~

Bright Blessings,
ame

Thought for the week:

Anyone in a state of SEEKING can never be happy. Only those that are constantly FINDING are fulfilled. And finding is not something that happens to us~it is something that we DO.
Alan Cohen

It is raining again today. I find it so soothing and relaxing. I went to Blockbuster today and bought 3 movies and some popcorn (it is that kind of day). I bought Shrek 2, The newest Harry Potter movie and The 10th Kingdom. It is going to be a movie weekend!

I spoke with my Cissy today, she is not feeling much better. She says she has never been this sick, I continue to worry and feel helpless.

Nor quite how I envisioned my weekend. *sighs*

*hugs*
ame

I am so unhappy about everything. I took myself to lunch and a movie. I saw "Phantom of the Opera" again....had a good cry...*sighs* I LOVE that movie, can't wait til it comes out on DVD!

Anyway...I have the whole weekend ahead of me....will have to find something to keep me busy...maybe bury my nose in my books...*shrugs* I do need to check up on my friend....I do hope she is feeling a little better!

ame

*pouts* I had to cancel my trip to California. My poor friend is soooo sick. I am so worried about her...and *sighs* so disappointed. How horrible am I?

ame

Today is my Friday!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Tomorrow I am leaving for California to see my bestest friend and Saturday we are going to San Diego to see one of our very favorite groups, Blackmore's Night! They are finally playing on the West coast. We thought for sure we would have to plan a trip to New York to see this fabulous group. They normally only play on the East coast and in Europe. I am sooooo excited! Going to see some other friends and hopefully just relax. I am very much in need of this weekend. (Now I need to get my Cissy feeling better, she's sick...poor thing)

So, if I don't get a chance to tomorrow, I wish for everyone a very happy weekend. Be sure to do at least one thing for yourself that will bring you joy.  *HUGS*

Ame

Thought for the week:

If every day is an awakening,
You will never grow old.
You will just keep growing.

Gail Sheehy

Bright Blessings,

ame

I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend. Be sure to do at least one thing that makes you happy this weekend!!!!

love you all,
ame

*deep sighs* just told my roommate that I am looking for a new apartment...I'm glad that is over....so, why do I feel like crying?

I know this is a good thing...... he took it well, but I can't stop. This is so stupid...darn it! ....I just feel so silly...I'm doing something good for myself...I should not feel this way...my one roommate and I have been friends for a long time...I feel as if I am letting him down.

but I am not happy here...this has never been home. I need a home...a sanctuary that is mine...

The search has begun.....sweet goddess I hate moving! BUT I look forward to my own home again!

ame

Decisions have been made, and steps taken. Once again, life is a  kaleidoscope and my heart is sad and aching, yet on the other hand I am excited at the prospects that I now fully face. *smiles* It is all in my hands.

ame