March 30, 2004
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Faire was lovely. HOT, but lovely. I hugged all of my faire family several times throughout the 4 days we were there. I couldn't get enough of the touching. Sweet Goddess, I have missed them all so much. Our long faire begins April 17th and runs through Memorial Day. More hugs...more touching. I miss that...touching....I am grateful I have friends who understand my need for touch...and it is a need!
Tonight I am feeling another kind of need. {No, not that! Although it would be nice} Actually, I have hinted at the fact that the brat in me is making herself felt more and more as is the desire for the consequences of being a brat. For some unknown reason, I am feeling very much the little girl tonight and what this little girl needs is a lovely, sound, loving spanking (along with the tenderness and cuddles afterwards) before she goes to bed.
Did I shock you? I have shocked myself ! I actually have admitted this out loud here. But this is a part of who I am and as I continue to grow and stretch beyond my self imposed boundries, I find the need(There is that word again) to do something that is difficult, if not a little embarrassing. So, there it is. For good or ill....
Have a lovely evening...
Brightest of blessings,
Amethyst