March 18, 2004

• Well, much to my dismay, things are not working out with my friend. He is an alcoholic and even needier than my ex-husband was. I went in with on open heart and mind knowing there was a small chance once we spent time together, we may not feel the same.  I can't go through this again and I won't.

  
  

  I have come to the conclusion that I am not meant to have one special someone in my life. Surprisingly enough, I am okay with this. Sometime over the last month, I have finally reached a state of self-acceptance and look forward to an exciting time on my journey. I have been blessed with many types of friends and I have so much love to share...and many I can share that love with. it is all good.

  
  

  I am very happy in my new home. I am "nesting"...settleing in and making my little room my sanctuary. It is nice having the dogs here, such excitement when I arrive home, Howie, the 150 pound Husky/wolf who thinks he is a lap dog, dances when he see I am home. and Jasmine wiggles from head to tail, waiting for me to sit sown so we can have dog time ! It touches me, such unconditional love and acceptence. It is alos nice to have the human friendship also...I am very fond of my roommate. He saw me through my marriage and was one of my biggest supporters after Michael and I separated. He has encouraged me so much in my exploring and discoveries. I love him so much.

  
  

  In just an hour or so, my rogues and I leave for our first Renaissance Faire of the Season!!! Huzzah!!  I have been a very excited wench these last couple of weeks as I look forward to seeing my faire family after several months. *Bouncy...Bouncy!*

  
  

  Well, my dear friends, I bid you a fond adieu and wish for a you a wonderful weekend. Be sure to do at least one thing that brings you joy this weekend. You deserve it.

  
  

  Bright Blessings,
  Amethyst

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