Sun Bright
Breeze Cool
Spring Arrives

Faire was lovely. HOT, but lovely. I hugged all of my faire family several times throughout the 4 days we were there. I couldn't get enough of the touching. Sweet Goddess, I have missed them all so much. Our long faire begins April 17th and runs through Memorial Day. More hugs...more touching. I miss that...touching....I am grateful I have friends who understand my need for touch...and it is a need!

Tonight I am feeling another kind of need. {No, not that!  Although it would be nice} Actually, I have hinted at the fact that the brat in me is making herself felt more and more as is the desire for the consequences of being a brat. For some unknown reason, I am feeling very much the little girl tonight and what this little girl needs is a lovely, sound, loving spanking (along with the tenderness and cuddles afterwards) before she goes to bed.

Did I shock you? I have shocked myself ! I actually have admitted this out loud here. But this is a part of who I am and as I continue to grow and stretch beyond my self imposed boundries, I find the need(There is that word again) to do something that is difficult, if not a little embarrassing. So, there it is. For good or ill....

Have a lovely evening...

Brightest of blessings,
Amethyst

Well, much to my dismay, things are not working out with my friend. He is an alcoholic and even needier than my ex-husband was. I went in with on open heart and mind knowing there was a small chance once we spent time together, we may not feel the same.  I can't go through this again and I won't.

I have come to the conclusion that I am not meant to have one special someone in my life. Surprisingly enough, I am okay with this. Sometime over the last month, I have finally reached a state of self-acceptance and look forward to an exciting time on my journey. I have been blessed with many types of friends and I have so much love to share...and many I can share that love with. it is all good.

I am very happy in my new home. I am "nesting"...settleing in and making my little room my sanctuary. It is nice having the dogs here, such excitement when I arrive home, Howie, the 150 pound Husky/wolf who thinks he is a lap dog, dances when he see I am home. and Jasmine wiggles from head to tail, waiting for me to sit sown so we can have dog time ! It touches me, such unconditional love and acceptence. It is alos nice to have the human friendship also...I am very fond of my roommate. He saw me through my marriage and was one of my biggest supporters after Michael and I separated. He has encouraged me so much in my exploring and discoveries. I love him so much.

In just an hour or so, my rogues and I leave for our first Renaissance Faire of the Season!!! Huzzah!!  I have been a very excited wench these last couple of weeks as I look forward to seeing my faire family after several months. *Bouncy...Bouncy!*

Well, my dear friends, I bid you a fond adieu and wish for a you a wonderful weekend. Be sure to do at least one thing that brings you joy this weekend. You deserve it.

Bright Blessings,
Amethyst