September 16, 2003

• My saddness and lonliness seems magnified today. I need to go with the flow and perhaps if I try to lucid dream tonight, I can figure out what is going on. While lucid dreaming is not one of my strong points, I feel the need to do something. I am not going to let this frame of mind continue...Life is too short and I have too much living to do!

  
  

  I know this is kinda out of place considering my last couple of entries, but for all the chatting and flirting and promises to meet, I am still alone. While I have grown comfortable with being by myself again, I yearn for companionship, someone I can call to talk with and have come over for dinner and a movie. Oh well, life moves on, and hopefully, one day, I will find such a companion.

  
  

  Amethyst

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