By the by...did I mention I'm letting my ex-husband stay with me for a couple of weeks?  NO? Well, That's another story for another day!

Amethyst

Greetings to FairieTrees and thank you so much for visiting and subscribing! Welcome!

I am pondering about moving to either Long Beach  or Buena Park. I was born and raised in southern California. (Born in Newport Beach and raised around the La Verne, San Dimas and Pomona area). All my immediate family live in California as well as some of my dearest friends (who might as well be family). Two of my closest friends live in the cities I am considering...

I am so very excited about his new phase in my life..even if I have to wait for awhile. I will miss my dearest friends here, but I have to listen to my heart.

This has been a wonderful week and I know it will continue to be into the weekend.

Love, Light and Laughter,
Amethyst

My grandpa has been on my mind a lot lately and I have to wonder why. His birthday is today and I am much more aware of it than I usually am. He died when I was 18 and I was devastated. I adored him. He was this giant man (even after I attained my full height of 5'9" he towered over me at 6'7" or even taller. He used to take me fishing(only for my darling grandpa would I bait a hook with a live worm), he'd take me miniature golfing, and when I was very little, dance with me while I was standing on his feet.

He was gentle and to this day I don't ever remember hearing  him swear. During the holidays he used this little brownie movie camera with the big old spot lights to film our family events. Oh my how I loved him. I wonder why I can't stop thinking about him?

Have a wonderful day.

Love, Light and Laughter,
Amethyst

I had a wonderful day today. A couple of things that would have had me hysterical last week, went so smoothly today it was almost frightening! My inner perspective is changing and it is manifesting itself outwardly in my physical life.

I have finally resumed my studies in Paganism in general(Wicca Specifically). No longer encumbered by a man whose negativity almost killed the me I knew and loved so long ago, I am free to spread my wings and soar on my journey that was but interrupted for a season.

My whole attitude is changing and it is reflected in how I carry myself and intereact with those around me. My friends are work are looking at me as if they were seeing me for the first time in years and the smiles and joy I feel from them warms my heart.

Despite my family of friends at work, it is time for me to seek employment elsewhere. I am in such a rut with no where to go but out of the dreariness, hopelessness and darkness that has befalledn this company I have called home for the last 14 years. I can begin working on a resume now that I have a computer and actually utilize this machine to help in my search.

The next big item in the overhaul of my life is my eventual move back to california. Whatever it is I was supposed to accomplish or learn here in Vegas has happened and the draw to California grows with each passing day. So my goal is to save enough miney to move within 1-2 years. To get at least relatively strightened out financially(which entails finding a job which pays better than where I am now...I have been there 14 years and make only $12.25 an hour. I have been told I am woefully underpaid!)

So there...I actually have a plan...how scary is that? *GRIN*

Bright Blessings all you dear people!

Love, Light and Laughter,
Amethyst

Good Morning! Happy Monday! Here is to a wonderful day! There is so much to catch up on...so many changes(Inner and outer) that have been developing. I can see that having a computer again is going to change somethings! *LOL*

Love, Light and Laughter,
Amethyst

I’m Back!!! WooHoo! Oh my gosh, I have a computer again!! And there was much rejoicing!! So much to catch up on and exploring to do, so this will be short! I have missed my Xanga home and look forward to many happy hours perusing all my friends blogs. Life is good!

Love, Light, and Laughter!
Amethyst