Month: October 2002

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    Happy Friday a day early, all you wonderful people you! Tomorrow morning we leave for our last faire of the season. It is with excitement and a small feeling of sorrow that I leap into this faire. I know that March will be here before I know it and the whole crazy, exhausting, glorious, heart singing experience will begin again.


     


    Have a wonderful weekend and don’t forget: do at least one thing that makes YOU happy this weekend. I already have, in that you are in all in my heart and that makes me sublimely happy and content.


     


    Love, Light and Laughter,
    Amethyst

  • the moon is waning and so are my hopes of this marriage being over soon.he called and promised me that today he was going to file and both of us forgot that today was a state holiday and the courts were closed.


    I just found out my very special friend is NOT going to be at the last faire of the season next weekend...i am heartbroken, as i don't know how long it will be before i get to see him again.


    I try so hard to keep upbeat and happy. i know that things in life happen for a reason and things in life happen in their own due time. it's so hard to remember that and let the goddess guide.


    Oh well, Happy Friday, all you dear people and please remember to do at least one thing this weekend that makes YOU happy.


    Love, Light and Laughter.
    Amethyst

  • Well, supposedly he filed today...I'm not holding my breath. I want this divorce over with!!! I am tired of being in limbo.


    I'm lonely and tired and missing my friends so much it hurts.


    Amethyst

  • Well, so much for that...he screwed up the forms and has to type some over again and won't be able to file until Friday. AAARGGHHH! Luckily, I have my pictures and my loverly memories to keep me warm and snuggly, so it doesn't matter quite so much.


    Love, Light and Laughter,
    Amethyst

  • Oh sweet goddess, I had the best weekend I have EVER had in my life. There is so much to tell and so little time, but I am so on a different plane of existence right now (head is in the clouds).


    Oh, Michael told me and his roommate he was going to file TODAY...we will see! Maybe I cna CELEBRATE in Escondido in 3 weeks. (Crosses fingers and kisses her four leaf clover)


    Love, Light  and Laughter,
    Amethyst

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    Tomorrow is set up for our Faire!And Then FRIDAY….HUZZAH!!!!  I get to see all my friends! There has been a void in my life as not everyone was able to make it to Ojai. It saddens me to think we have only one more faire after this one and then the season is over. However, we all need the much deserved break…especially my pocketbook!!   As quickly as time is passing, it will be April before I know it and a new season will begin and there will be new adventures awaiting me.


     I had so hoped (and begged and entreated) that my divorce would be final by this Friday so I could CELEBRATE at MY faire. My idiot husband promised me (after I broke down and gave him half the filing fee) that it would be filed and finalized by Vegas Faire. As of yesterday, I haven’t heard from him (I asked him to call me when he filed so I would have some idea). He said he would do it last Friday or this last Monday. Conceivably, the divorce could have been finalized by faire if he had done so.  Aarrrggghh! I am so flustered by this and he KNEW I wanted it done now…according to him it is as much his TOP PRIORITY as it is mine…..to that I give him a raspberrrrry!


     My special friend will be here and I can’t wait to see him. Such a feeling of expectation and butterflies!!  I wonder if he’ll notice how much weight I’ve lost…it’s been two months since I last saw him…I left him with such a look on his face…{GRIN}


    Oh, I can’t wait…..


     


    Love and Hugz all you darling friends of mine,
    Amethyst