August 26, 2002
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It was an interesting faire to say the very least. It was odd being Rogue-less. I didn't have a home port to hang with, although a couple of my friends told me that whenever they are at faire and I am just there to play, not with my own guild, I can consider their booth home. So that was really nice.
The weather was gorgeous and I didn't want to come back to 95 degrees at 10:30 pm weather. It was wonderful being at a faire without Michael there to embarrass me! I saw most of the people I wanted to see and had an epiphany yesterday. I have fallen in love with someone I can never have. How stupid am I? However, I think I know why I fell for him...according to my best friend and I am inclined to agree with her,to a certain extent anyway...he's safe...I know nothing will ever come of it. And I know I because my heart is taken, I can't give it to anyone else, and therefore, can't get hurt again. I really didn't need this right now, but oh my...
Love, Light and Laughter,
Amethyst