July 27, 2002

• Okay...it is 2:16 am and I just got home from a WONDERFUL evening. A friend of mine is in town and the Rogues got together tonight at Jack's Irish Pub and took over the bar in front of the stage. I LOVE going to Jack's. The house band The Wild Celts are fabulous and they rocked the joint tonight. There were eleven of us there and we just had a marvelous time. I danced!! Made a new friend who is  going to go to Big Bear Faire with us(Oh goodie..only two more weeks! Huzzah and with him along it should be a blast!)

  
  

  It was a lovely ending to a horrible week. I really was afraid the weekend would be as bad as the week ...it's looking up!

  
  

  Michael told me he just has to print up the divorce papers and have me do what ever it is I need to do. He was very drunk tonight and when I asked our friend whom he is living with, if the drinking had gotten any better, he said no. In fact , Michael has gone down hill and is drinking more than ever. My heart broke even more...because, I still love him and I want what is best for him. And Goddess help me I still worry about him. I keep reminding myself it's not my problem anymore, but oh my how it hurts.

  
  

  Well, it is so past this girl's bedtime. I hope everyone's weekend is as lovely as my night was.

  
  

  Bright Blessings,
  Amethyst

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