July 23, 2002

• Greetings all! Sorry I have been quiet lately. (Thank you for asking, Vampirella!) My computer is still acting up and I hold my breath everytime I am online, in case it decides to freeze on me...sometimes it does(GRRRrrr) and sometimes it doesn't.

  
  

  I am doing pretty well. Had a lovely weekend, although it wasn't quite what I expected. The weather in Long beach was spectacular and I did NOT want to come back to the 110 degree heat(okay, today was only 105...I still hate summer...here anyway!) I miss my friends and family and have recently found myself contemplating moving back to Southern California. I am in a transitional phase in my life right now, and maybe a change of scenery is what I need. We'll see.

  
  

  While I have made the committment to move forward with my life, the pain and lonliness seem to shadow me where ever I go and no matter how hard I try. Still, I am in a much better place overall , now than I was five months ago. Now that I know what I want in a relationship and a partner and especially what I DON"T want, I am yearning to meet someone and begin again.

  
  

  Two weeks from Friday, we are leaving for our next Faire...HUZZAH...I miss it so much and can't wait to see all my friends. One of these days I will figure out a way to earn my keep following the Faire Circuit. How cool would that be?!

  
  

  I have a feeling of anticipation I can't identify. A yearning for something that seems just out of my grasp. My heart is healing slowly and I find I reach out, expecting something, but I can't for the life of me figure out what it is. It is as if I am holding my breath and I'm afaid to blink, because I might miss it! I wish I knew.

  
  

  It's howling time again and I can't wait to see Lady Luna hanging in the sky and talk with her.  Happy Howling, dear ones.

  
  

  Brightest Blessings,

  
  

  Amethyst

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