July 14, 2002

• I am becoming more adventurous and learning to take risks.(Some more calculated than others) I am stretching my wings and searching for something I cannot yet name. I feel as if I am waiting for something...yearning for something...again some ethereal thing I cannot name. It's as if it is just around the corner, and I'm afraid if I blink I will  miss it!

  
  

  I cannot wait until Friday!  I finally get to see my friend for the weekend. I have missed him much and look forward to celebrating his birthday with him. He knows my history with Michael as far as intimacy is concerned and and has been very sweet and understanding about my lack of experience. He is a wonderful friend and a tender teacher. He makes me feel beautiful and desirable and sensuous...I never felt those things with Michael. 

  
  

  Our heat wave continues and I still long for Autumn. I hope everyone's weekend is going well.

  
  

  Love, Light and Laughter,
  Amethyst

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