Happy Monday! I hope everyone had a grand weekend! May the week be just as great as the weekend was!
Love, Light and Laughter,
Amethyst 
Month: July 2002
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I have had a marvelous weekend! I went out again last night and had a ball. Out partying two night in a row...WOW! What a rush. I have spent today straightening out the "Black Hole" and cleaning my home. It has been a very good weekend. Much better than I anticipated. I am very thankful for my friends and the love and support they offer me. I may make it through this after all. (Sometimes I have to wonder!) I guess I just have to realize I will have good (and really good) days as well as bad (and really bad) days and learn to go with the flow. So today I am grateful for a REALLY good weekend and hope they become more the rule than the exception.
Bright Blessings,
Amethyst
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Okay...it is 2:16 am and I just got home from a WONDERFUL evening. A friend of mine is in town and the Rogues got together tonight at Jack's Irish Pub and took over the bar in front of the stage. I LOVE going to Jack's. The house band The Wild Celts are fabulous and they rocked the joint tonight. There were eleven of us there and we just had a marvelous time. I danced!! Made a new friend who is going to go to Big Bear Faire with us(Oh goodie..only two more weeks! Huzzah and with him along it should be a blast!)
It was a lovely ending to a horrible week. I really was afraid the weekend would be as bad as the week ...it's looking up!
Michael told me he just has to print up the divorce papers and have me do what ever it is I need to do. He was very drunk tonight and when I asked our friend whom he is living with, if the drinking had gotten any better, he said no. In fact , Michael has gone down hill and is drinking more than ever. My heart broke even more...because, I still love him and I want what is best for him. And Goddess help me I still worry about him. I keep reminding myself it's not my problem anymore, but oh my how it hurts.
Well, it is so past this girl's bedtime. I hope everyone's weekend is as lovely as my night was.
Bright Blessings,
Amethyst -
Okay, I have a confession to make...thanks to Shadow and his tribe, I have been pulled into something I swore I would NEVER get into...my newest guilty pleasure is...
Wrestling....GO EDGE!!!...WoooHoo...Huzzah...gosh he's cute...um...yeah...ahem...as I was saying...it is a fun little diversion and it beats the re-runs...you should see my cats as I yell and clap and act very un-Amethyst like...they look at me as if I had been possessed! But I have sooo much fun, the only way it would be better, is if I watch with people who also enjoy it.
Okay, so now you know...something else that makes me just a little on the strange side...WELCOME TO MY WORLD!
Love and Brightest of Blessings,
Amethyst
P.S. Tomorrow's Friday **she sings as she does the happy dance**
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Greetings all! Sorry I have been quiet lately. (Thank you for asking, Vampirella!) My computer is still acting up and I hold my breath everytime I am online, in case it decides to freeze on me...sometimes it does(GRRRrrr) and sometimes it doesn't.
I am doing pretty well. Had a lovely weekend, although it wasn't quite what I expected. The weather in Long beach was spectacular and I did NOT want to come back to the 110 degree heat(okay, today was only 105...I still hate summer...here anyway!) I miss my friends and family and have recently found myself contemplating moving back to Southern California. I am in a transitional phase in my life right now, and maybe a change of scenery is what I need. We'll see.
While I have made the committment to move forward with my life, the pain and lonliness seem to shadow me where ever I go and no matter how hard I try. Still, I am in a much better place overall , now than I was five months ago. Now that I know what I want in a relationship and a partner and especially what I DON"T want, I am yearning to meet someone and begin again.
Two weeks from Friday, we are leaving for our next Faire...HUZZAH...I miss it so much and can't wait to see all my friends. One of these days I will figure out a way to earn my keep following the Faire Circuit. How cool would that be?!
I have a feeling of anticipation I can't identify. A yearning for something that seems just out of my grasp. My heart is healing slowly and I find I reach out, expecting something, but I can't for the life of me figure out what it is. It is as if I am holding my breath and I'm afaid to blink, because I might miss it! I wish I knew.
It's howling time again and I can't wait to see Lady Luna hanging in the sky and talk with her. Happy Howling, dear ones.
Brightest Blessings,
Amethyst
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Somebody please turn down the heat!!!!! It is 11:00 pm and 98 degrees out....Oh for a cool breeze...the mountains...with a lake or a waterfall...I hope Long Beach is cooler than here!
Had a great weekend. The Rogues met today and are making plans for Faires thru the end of the year. Can't wait for Big Bear! I am sooo excited. Then Long Beach Faire(and incidentally, my vacation...WoooHooo!) is a short two weeks after that!
I just have to get through this week and Then I get to see Shadow! I am so totally jazzed. I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend and I'll talk with you soon!
Love, Light and Laughter,
Amethyst
Oh By the way, if anyone is interested in learning about the Rogues I call family and see what we do to have fun, you can go to our web site at www.roguescove.org and visit. If you go to crew, I am Katie Mckenna(although I'll warn you it is not a very good picture...my hair is much longer now and I have lost about 30 pounds!)
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I am becoming more adventurous and learning to take risks.(Some more calculated than others) I am stretching my wings and searching for something I cannot yet name. I feel as if I am waiting for something...yearning for something...again some ethereal thing I cannot name. It's as if it is just around the corner, and I'm afraid if I blink I will miss it!
I cannot wait until Friday! I finally get to see my friend for the weekend. I have missed him much and look forward to celebrating his birthday with him. He knows my history with Michael as far as intimacy is concerned and and has been very sweet and understanding about my lack of experience. He is a wonderful friend and a tender teacher. He makes me feel beautiful and desirable and sensuous...I never felt those things with Michael.
Our heat wave continues and I still long for Autumn. I hope everyone's weekend is going well.
Love, Light and Laughter,
Amethyst