I am still here!!! 

The move was fairly smooth. I was emotionally drained Sunday and Monday...but picked up later in the week. I finally got my computer hooked up last night, but it won't work...I am going through withdrawls! Thank goodness for the kindess of my best friends. I'm getting a "fix" tonight. I had over 300 hundred e-mails to catch up on and most of them were junk mail. I miss being here and can't wait to get my 'puter fixed.

I am learning more and more about what a jerk Michel has been and I am having difficulty dealing with the emotions! So many lies, so little love! There is so much to relate, but I have been on line for some time now and need to go home. I think of you all every day and look forward to beeing back on a regular basis. Please don't forget me!

Bright Blessings,
Amethyst

Well gang, This is it...I will be off line for a couple of days until I can get the 'puter rigged up in my new home. I am tired beyond tears, cranky, and whiny...I don't like me very much right now. But, there is at long last(has it only been three short weeks?) a light at the end of the tunnel. So long for now...Have a great weekend..do something happy!

Love and Bright Blessings,
Amethyst

Did I mention...

I hate packing!!! {Sigh}

I thought I was over missing things in my marriage, especially since I found out about all the lies and the deceit. Last night I slept very poorly and woke myself up, Michael heard me and touched my arm to soothe me...in his sleep... I cried...it was such a simple thing...I cried.

I HATE PACKING!!!

However, i am gonna love my new home and it will be worth it! I got the keys today and did a cleansing, blessing and protection ritual. It feels like my home now and I can't wait to move completely in. Please wish me luck as I move through this phase.

Bright Blessings,
Amethyst