February 19, 2002
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I am not going to let Michael ruin my birthday! I have looked forward to today for months and I will be darned if his not coming home at all last night(he is still not here) will ruin my day.
I talk big...I really feel like crying...Birthdays were always such a celebration in my family. And I have looked forward to this one so much. I hate being alone on my birthday.
Perhaps I need to take myself out...a nice lunch and a movie...go feed the ducks and swans at Sunset park...or not...
Okay, pity party over...Enough is enough! I will not allow him to run my day!
I'm going to take a long hot shower, give myself a facial, get dressed, go out and face this day with a smile on my face...now if I can just get the smile to reach my heart!
Amethyst
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Happy Birthday, dear heart. Do things for yourself. Love yourself. Learn to live with yourself. If you can't be happy with just you alone, you can't truly be happy with other people. Sounds doesn't it? I think I didn't say that quite right. You must take care of you first and foremost because you are special. Love zera
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