February 7, 2002
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i'm in meltdown now ...i can't stop crying...i have been awake since 2:45 am and up since 4:30...i think exhaustion has hit...i did fairly well today...i have to choose between 3 apartments...i'm moving out the first of the month...i can'tandle these decisions right now...i am overwhelmed and i can't see through the waterfall of tears..i'm so tired,,,i'm alone again...no ore warm body curled against mine..it does hurt...i lied earlier...i do hurt.......................................................
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Fear not the darkness my sweet and...
sail on... sail on!!!
The begining of something better starts with tears.
Sail on! Sail On! This too shall pass. You will learn to live with "you" and you will learn to be comfortable in your aloneness before you will be free to share yourself 100% again. Yes, you can make decisions and you will. Remember to stay Here and Now. You will remain in my heart and prayers until you no longer need them. Be brave dear heart. zera
Change that is painful, usually brings you the best reward. You will grieve and rail at and recover from this hurt. You will be stronger.
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