Thank you so much. Please believe me that I am feeling that white light. I have been peaceful with this all day and now I know what has a great deal to do with it. *smile* I am sorry for your loss too. They say time heals. I don't know. Yule will be hard I know that. I really thought he was going to make it this one last Yule but obviously his body could not hold out any longer. Do you believe that a person knows, has this sense, that their time of death is near? I am beginning to think he did. So many signs now. Oh well, thank you again for your kind words. It felt good to get the feelings down and for someone kind like yourself to read them and send me such a blessing is certainly helping me to heal. Love and light to you and your family.     Wendy